i mean how could i not, right?
shoutouts to @hellohooligan (giggle) <3
if i could actually maintain a blog for more than a month.
some things the world may never know
I WAS HERE | BEYONCE
new album leaked!
survey says: it sux.
but let me just leave this amazing track here. written by Diane Warren (who wrote I Don’t Want to Miss a Thing) and produced by Ryan Tedder (of One Republic, produced Halo).
literally if i was to ever make another slideshow, i would only use this song.
even if your album sucks and if you flop without your dad and you steal song writing/producing credits, get it B!
sunday night.
finals week.
but who gives a fuck!
going to the last party of my freshman year with some of the more amazing people i’ve had the pleasure of meeting this year… (none of which are freshmen… oops?)
i’m really big about closure, so it only feels right and lowkey necessary to go do it big one last time as a final farewell to life as i have come to know it.
starting tomorrow, im gonna buckle down and do work on the finals i have left. a week from now i will be back in the bay with my besties sippin’ on classy cocktails in honor of william shakespeare… but actually.
for now?
everybody just have good time!
SO i have another tumblr for all my riverside homies… its kind of a secret (from you all) but i mean im not hiding anything… let me just copy and paste the first post, perhaps to give some clarity on the situation, and leave it here, along with the greatest song of life.
DO YA LIKE | CHILDISH GAMBINO
why the fuck i say these things?
gettin on that tumblr game!
well ok thats a lie because i stay steady having 10 different tumblrs… but that’s not relevant.what up riverside?
irony because school is over in just about 9 days.
but you know the end of the school year has got me introvert something crucial and i figure this is one remedy.you know i feel like i’m two different people: the riverside me and the bay me
but its interesting because i think that both parts are the same me; its not a front because you know i like to keep it one hundred but damn.so i understand that people change in college but this is different… more of an excavation? i want to say its more of the me that was always there but never had an outlet (re: middle class success driven asian environment) until now.
so i made this blog because the me that my home friends know is not necessarily the me that riverside knows… and i would like to get to know riverside more.
this song is so dope in and of its self but if you look at the lyrics individually.
”know that you know me. don’t act stupid. you seem different.”damn fool YOU may be talking about that groupie, but all I hear is a shout out to my existentialist crisis.
although 4:48 in the morning might have something to do with that…your reaction: nigga you high? (the answer is no)
i am vikram and these are the words that i made up.
i just realized that 1 year ago today I had pretty much the same sleeping schedule as I did last night!
went to sleep (nap?) at around 5:30AM for an hour and a half…
this year i slept in my dorm and woke up for my linguistics final.
last year i slept in the gym and woke up for yearbook distribution.
happy birthday re:generation!
an in a instant end a nigga life so soon?
so at the beginning of the year i had some raspberry flavored substance and i wanted something to mix it with so I went to the c-store and found this low cal raspberry lemonade drink. score! so i mixed it up in the bottle and tried some and it was… bad. i just assumed that it didn’t taste too great because of the substance.
many moons later, i am thirsty and go down to the c-store and see that all they have is this sobe raspberry lemonade drink. sounds delicious. i took a sip and… the fuck? this drink is disgusting!
and now i sit here wallowing in regret and repentance. i’m sorry for thinking that it was you, substance, that was not up to par when it was clearly your inferior mixer.
please 4give me.
i mean how could i not, right?
shoutouts to @hellohooligan (giggle) <3
BOB SINCLAIR | WORLD HOLD ON (CHILDREN OF THE SKY)
love this song. this is the PERFECT song to drive to at night. can’t wait. stoked.
yes there is a deeper meaning as to why i chose to put up this song right now and yes i do want to get into it but it would get kind of messy and i already have enough cleaning to do as it is.
open up your heart, what do you feel?
i debated whether this post should be titled the dog days are over or what it actually ended up titled as.
one roommate went home for the weekend and one is simply out for the next few hours so i thought it might be good to take advantage of the alone time and begin packing (unpacking?) the memories of the past year earlier rather than later.
the fact that prom was a year ago today just adds to the nostalgic feeling of this weekend, so why not take advantage of this temporary clarity? if thats what you can even call it.
whatever happened to this not being a blog about deep things… my b dawgz.